._.

2010-01-29T20:53:00.001+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

2010-01-24T17:09:00.000+08:00

gone.

2010-01-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

it's time to rewind ; replay.

pl0xpl0x.

2010-01-01T00:32:00.001+08:00

happy new year ~ to whoever is reading ._.

which i dont anybody is -.- okay wdv. bye

2009-12-30T21:00:00.001+08:00

dear diary,

hello ! haven been posting at all wor. are you dead yet D: i guess so :(

heh. i post for the sake of my bfm :D hahahaha.

okay that's all. bye -.-

~

2009-12-19T16:14:00.001+08:00

christmas is coming! :)

2009-11-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes ,

mistakes are made. but you dont know it.

yeah. i just realised what i have done , to hurt you.

2009-11-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO.

2009-09-30T11:15:00.001+08:00

sick.

2009-09-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

i talked to rock today (:

2009-07-28T19:25:00.001+08:00

dead ):

2009-06-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

.

whee. i'm FIFTEEN (:

thanks ppl for all the wishes and presents ! (:

2009-06-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

.

gone. &still alive (:

back on sunday.

whee.

~

2009-06-02T19:18:00.003+08:00

.

lol. i hate it. but what can i say ?

ahhhh. don't talk bout it anymore.
pl0x.

2009-06-01T20:01:00.005+08:00

.

it seems like i'm walking the wrong way , but still , i'm taking this path.

i dont know , i really dont know.

picked a sesame , threw away a watermelon.

2009-05-31T11:42:00.002+08:00

.

bbssssiimktayhe

o:

2009-05-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

.

wooots.

awesome~

(:

2009-05-25T20:50:00.001+08:00

.

EVERYTHING'S GONE.

damnit.

2009-05-21T19:15:00.002+08:00

.

rubbbbbbbish bin (:

drown your sorrows with greeen tea.

LOL. -.-

2009-05-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

.

s

o

r

r

y

.

:/

2009-05-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

.

till the sun falls down , everything ends . where there's peace , and nothing else .

but , i'll be watching you .

2009-05-17T15:52:00.002+08:00

.

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

But I think I’ll be alright.

(:

lead sails paper anchor.

2009-05-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

.

gahhhh. guilty :/

void deck aunties can form football team -.-''

~

2009-05-11T23:01:00.003+08:00

.

one last thing.

have enough of sleeeep yeahhh. :(

2009-05-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

.

.... ..... .........

there's no stars tonight , how would i know if they are holding you if i miss you ? :(

2009-05-09T14:42:00.001+08:00

.

Because these words are never easier for me to say

.. ...... ... ..... .... ..

I can live without you
but without you I'll be miserable at best.

2009-05-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

.

you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar ,
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.

:(

2009-05-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

.

ou ssiy im

2009-05-02T23:46:00.001+08:00

.

lol , if there's anything i can do right

i hope it's just by loving you.

2009-04-24T16:45:00.001+08:00

.

you , aremyeverything.

dontleave.please.

2009-04-23T19:49:00.005+08:00

.

wahhhhh.nowadays even teachers nvr mark work seriously ~ O: O:

that dumb ' -.- ' face ! wth zzzz -___- diao meee. lol .eeeeeeeeeee.

i find out who you. you die ah ! -.-

2009-04-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words.

2009-04-13T19:35:00.001+08:00

.

wl eehhhhhhhh.

so cheated -.-

2009-04-10T00:27:00.001+08:00

.

get it over and done with .

yes , i believe there's a misunderstanding somewhere.

2009-04-08T20:09:00.002+08:00

.

i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am i am .

gives my heart to you.

yes , yes i am.

2009-04-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

.

hello you , silver.

2009-03-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

.

hey , am i important?

2009-03-29T14:11:00.001+08:00

.

b

w

g
.

stupid sean -.-

2009-03-24T16:04:00.001+08:00

.

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love
In the spring
Becomes the rose

random. :/

2009-03-18T19:17:00.001+08:00

.

epic fail -.-

2009-03-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

.

starlight ,

you electrify my life. (:

2009-03-16T19:26:00.002+08:00

.

this thing is never-ending .

++

recording is fun (:

2009-03-06T20:08:00.003+08:00

.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYTHING?

it seems like everything is failure.

i'mreallysorry.idontknowwhyitalwaysendswiththis.

2009-03-04T18:54:00.001+08:00

.

i dont wi sh to let this small thing, ruin everything.

i'm sorry , really.

2009-03-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

.

so much to do ; so little time.

awwT.T sorry~

2009-02-15T15:19:00.004+08:00

.

LOL.

soo ~ shut up and let me go ! hey ! :D

lol-.-

2009-01-23T20:58:00.001+08:00

2009-01-06T17:06:00.002+08:00

i'll do whatever it takes , to pull myself together. whatever .. it takes

cause i just dont understand.

-

2008-12-30T12:41:00.002+08:00

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.

-

2008-12-28T11:37:00.001+08:00

jokes.

2008-12-16T20:23:00.003+08:00

HELLO ! :D

http://ugc.mediacorptv.sg/livenloadedDetail.aspx?campaign=livenloaded&item_id=UGC-4821&album_id=986

click link and help to vote for ondayseven lehhhz :D

haha. try out :/ funnn (:

rofl.

2008-12-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

((:

band bbq-ed

fun ? (: hahahaha.

2008-12-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

This life means nothing ,

nothing at all. NOTHING.

broken down.

2008-11-29T23:24:00.005+08:00

whee~ :D

elec drums ! (:

dtxpress IV ((: hahahaha.

2008-11-23T17:56:00.002+08:00

&again.

won Destiny Music Awards :D

hahaah.

fun-ed ((:

yay ondayseven ! :D

2008-11-16T14:02:00.004+08:00

yay :D won raw talent (:

lollol. 200 bucks ._.

ohohoh , thanks for the ballooons people :D :D

2008-11-04T15:44:00.003+08:00

okay , back to blogging. lols.

PEC camp ah.. FUN luh :D

anyway yeah . jassie eats mushroom -.-

hahahaha.

oh yeah . eh mandie , nice one lah :D
lmao.

2008-10-19T10:14:00.005+08:00

seriously

i'm like losing everyone.idk why.
well , sorry.

well, post-exam activities are boring :/

.

2008-10-12T09:48:00.003+08:00

okay , updated.

LOL.

2008-10-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

NOT dead.

2008-09-16T18:16:00.002+08:00

lols.

yah lah. i dropped my shirt la -_-

lols. tanks natalie for taking it for me eh . ahaha

so malu -.-

okay , so wat? hate her that means no need sit together? zzz. wow nice excuse lehhh.

we made a promise and our love will never fade
i'll meet you at the masquerade.

2008-09-04T19:24:00.005+08:00

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. says:
TEN DOWN!

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
permission to carry on ma'm

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. says:
carry on

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
1 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
2 ma'

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
ma .

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. says:
ma -.-
. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
ps .
. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
2 ma'm
i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. says:
mama ?o.o

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. says:
lol

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
3 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
4 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
5 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
6 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
7 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
8 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
9 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
10 ma'm

. kaiwєи.` A Symphony of Tears ` | ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] if music be the food of love , play on . says:
permission to recover ma'm

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. says:
recover muahahahahah

xD

i got a finally-so-guai junior sia! =O

2008-09-02T21:31:00.006+08:00

argh.

you know what?

i waited and waited , but i didnt see any rainbow D:

BORED.TSK

2008-08-28T18:04:00.012+08:00

This town is colder now

I think it's sick of us

It's time to make our move

I'm shakin off the rust

I've got my heart set

On anywhere but here

I'm staring down myself,

Counting up the years

Steady hands, just take the wheel

And every glance is killing me

Time to make one last appeal

For the life I lead

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be

stop and stare

You start to wonder why you're here, not there

And you'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what you really need

Oh, can you see what I see

They're tryin to come back,

All my senses push

Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could

Steady feet, don't fail me now

Gonna run till you can't walk

But something pulls my focus out

And I'm standing down

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be

Stop and stare

You start to wonder why you're here not there

And you'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what you really need

Oh, you don't need

~~~

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be

Oh, do you see what I see...

yeah , stop and stare.

2008-08-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

it ends tonight. you just cant stop being irritating

i have only myself to blame

i got nothing more to say.

you suck.

just go away.

2008-08-26T18:40:00.009+08:00

i feel the melancholy

my life is meaningless now

it's searing up my melody

i guess i dont know how.

i'll leave , i'll go
i'll vanish before anybody knows.

hah. just go away.

2008-08-14T20:34:00.003+08:00

wah. i'm lazy to change the colours alr. forget it . just leave it :D
lols.

and yea , i regretted trusting you.

betrayed ; backstabbed.

2008-08-13T21:27:00.007+08:00

sick :/
2 days mc..

if only everything was fine
everything's in line
i wouldnt have to bother
wouldnt have to find.

sometimes when you wish upon the star , not everyone would be there from afar.

you promised me the sky ; but left mi alone to cry.

2008-08-09T16:31:00.005+08:00

._.

life is full of unpredictable happenings.

frens are always there
they always make you smile
but still you have to decide
whether you wanna run that extra mile.

2008-07-29T18:04:00.004+08:00

Gazing in the moonlight
Reminiscing the past
Wonder what was wrong
That broke out between us.

many ppl juz suck at colour combi ._.

2008-07-25T20:23:00.004+08:00

okay . back again:D

lols. i cant read ppl's mind -.-

yeah , anyway . people are getting random-er . juz suddenly can blurt out something then super scary lah ._.
well , seems like band's coming to an end.

haha. who cares anyway :/

well, you went all out to end this. i didnt see that coming.

2008-07-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

life still has to go on..

well , natalie took emo pics : / and went emo all day long T_T
n i'm seriously losing everything.
lost.

everything's coming to an end ; broken down.

and

i'm seriously sorry.

2008-07-07T19:58:00.003+08:00

everyday's like so random lah. :/

+boring..

it's useless for mi to move on.

2008-07-06T23:45:00.005+08:00

there's nothing left.
we're just a shadow of what we used to be.
in the night there's a fire in my eyes.
and this paradise has become a place we've come to cry.
when I open your letter, the words make it better.
it takes it all away.

you promised my the sky, but left me alone to cry.

2008-07-05T22:41:00.005+08:00

i'm trying really hard alr okay.

we were the reason that He gave His life
we were the reason that He suffered and died
to a world that was lost He gave all He could give
to show us the reason to live

well , juz plain random-ness. :/

seriously , i m. trust me.

2008-07-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

f__ , i'm losing everything.

WHY?

why must all good things come to an end :(

2008-06-28T23:42:00.006+08:00

HELLO! :D

think i'll leave this to rot. life's nothing interesting anyway.
i seriously feel , there's nothing .. nothing at all.

randomness! ._.

hold on to your words , cause talk is cheap .
remember me tonight , when you're asleep

2008-06-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

HEE.

I'M FOURTEEN! :D:D:D:D

haha.

old ! :X

tanks for all the presents and wishes! :D

2008-06-20T14:45:00.006+08:00

lols. ytd bbq at claire's house. kinda fun? haha. :D
oh yah. white couple (:

heehee xD

lols. yeah. :X nth much.

eh ham1 , yeah . i'm trying? lols. i dont wish it to end anyway :/

2008-06-19T13:13:00.011+08:00

band camp : okay luhrs -.-

seriously , coz i skip most of those games and interactive stuffs , so nothing much .
+talent night suck big time. ._.
tsk. emo ppl -.- wdv lah. SH planning suck anyway. xlglknnccb:X
sleeping part okay luhrs. slept at 2+ woke up at 4+ ? hahah.
HAHA. YOU snores ! xD
and yeap , seriously wat happen? or wat did i do. seriously i dont know. and yeah , i'm not making wild guesses ..

amazing race = water = not fun . T.T

TSK.

eh A, maybe getting troubled wif this shit is really stupid.
maybe i juz suck at being a good/nice fren ._.
maybe jm is right too , i should be troubled for this stuff. -.-
haiz.

2008-06-14T12:32:00.003+08:00

:D quiz from Adam -.-

QUIZ:The "10-to-knows about me".

1. Can you do homework with the computer on?
yeah (: i'm pro at multi-tasking kay xD

2. What do you wear to sleep?
-___- clothes lah. if not wat? bikini uh o.O. omg.

3. Do you prefer Hot or Cold?
cold :X

4. Do you prefer Rainy or Sunny weather?
Rainy ? :/

5. Which is more important to you, Friends/Family?
=X

6. Do you prefer Art or Science?
duh , ART =D

7. Do you prefer staying indoors or going out?
idk , depends . (:

8. Are you able to just do nothing and stone ?
heh , yea. my forte xD

9. Do you prefer black or white?
wah tough..hmm. BLACK luhrs :)

10. Choose 5person to do this quiz!
ehhhh? -.-
1.Jassie
2.Shawn
3.Natalie
4.Adam
5.Jean
=D

fallen apart

2008-06-04T19:55:00.006+08:00

kayaking makes ppl tired D:

lame quiz -.-(as from Adam's blog) :
Name the people you think of first with the letters below.
Surnames not included.

A - Adam
B - Bangla :D
C - Claire
D - Deborah
E - Eugene
F - Felicia
G - Germin
H - Hameezah
I - Isaac
J - Jasmine
K - Kelly
L - Lionel
M - Mandie
N - Nutella ! xD
O - Oreo! xD
P - Philine
Q - Qinyi
R - Rochelle
S - Sheng Wen
T - ??
U - Umbrella ! (ella ella ~ -.-)
V - Vivian
W - Weekeong? :X
X - Xinyi
Y -Yuncui
Z - Zhaorong

oh ya. HAPPY B'DAE VIVIAN ! (: xD

2008-05-31T22:31:00.001+08:00

ZzZz . i didnt say there will be long posts right ? -.- lols. and yea , who the hell is that faith 2-1 moderator -.- why nvr include my name in the credits? :X lols

i'm seriously stuck now.

2008-05-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

lols? i can seeee the pic leh. up there. :/ nvm then , i shall change it. asap =D

hope so :X

2008-05-29T12:21:00.006+08:00

blahhh :X i changed the skin. yea , ppl wif IE can see alright. but not that picture on top? ._.
screw it!-.-

2008-05-27T15:24:00.001+08:00

lols. helping adam to get inspiration for his new blog-to-be? haha

2008-05-25T00:05:00.001+08:00

it aint easy lah =/

2008-05-20T18:27:00.001+08:00

GO AWAY.
why D:

2008-05-19T16:07:00.005+08:00

yea. only ppl wif MF can see. so yea >< roar =O

2008-05-18T18:15:00.001+08:00

LIKE , wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff la D:

._.

2008-05-17T21:46:00.006+08:00

boo(: